Stress from everything

People had told me over the years to move on

To get past my divorce

And so I began to work

I worked on myself

My heart

My goals

I have come to accept and acknowledge the downfall of what was

And I really am fine with that

What I am not content with

What I simply do not understand is

Where I'm at

What happened

Where did I go wrong

Not necessarily withy ex but myself

Where did I get lost

What happened to that old me

These questions need answers

They need updating

For my heart and soul has been bleedy

I do not recognize where I am

Nothing makes sense

I am lost without a plan

Having gotten caught up with everyone else

How I need that quiet

I need to reshape myself

Get ride of the fat and back to basics

I need to find that spark and not the dark

Try the light and fight to ignite

Time is running out

I am falling apart

Not all is lost

I can still see the light in this fog