Yesterday was a very hard day. Every Saturday when I am about to drop my beautiful children off, my beautiful daughter begins to worry and cry because we will have to say goodbye until the following Thursday. I cam’t begin to express how much it hurts to see your children cry. I love them so much it hurts to be apart. A parent shoudnt’t know how it feels to taste their own child's tears. Divorce has been incredibly hard to overcome especially when I still don't understand what went wrong. If anyone is reading this…please know that I am taking some time to myself to find a home for myself ( time is clicking down ) and to focus on building a better future for my children. They are all that matters and I find social media as a distraction. I need to heal ….I need a home.