These are hard feelings to bear

I was told that I should move on

And so I did

I've adapted

Moved on

Now I'm here

Everything is unrecognizable

Nothing familiar

For these past two days I've been searching

For these past few days I've been feeling

I'm lost

Not lost more than ever

Just lost without a direction

My kids don't live with me full-time

Thats a hard one to take

But it's what life did

It is….what it is

I need these quiet times

Alone

Away

From everyone

I need to figure these things out

On my own

When it does get too quiet

I feel the weight of my Ghost

This life isn't how

….I thought it would go.