I am sorry

To my children,

Last night I was talking to you both on the phone. It was my son's birthday and I was very happy to at least speak to you both. Then toward the end of the phone call, baby girl you asked about living together. I was not prepared for that sweetheart. However…you are both getting older and these questions will be raised from time to time. I know I always tell you that daddy is working on it…and I am.

It is so difficult to be away from you both. In reality I see strangers more than I see both of you. It hurts. I want to be with you both every day, to see you grow, to laugh and play

This sadly is not the life we live. It did not work out between your mom and I and unfortunately it has taken me such a long time to figure how to be together with you both again. Please be patient a little but longer as I am making progress. Just don't give up my beautiful children and know that no matter what happens I will love you both with all my heart and soul…..forever.

I will see you soon.

Love,

Daddy