Bipolar Disorder And The Constant Struggle

The one thing I have constantly struggled with is other peoples view of me and the moods I go through. Sometimes I feel others view me as this emotional mess or that I am just putting it on for show….then again I could be wrong. Lately life has been very difficult…very. Most days I just want to lay down and sleep and sleep. I have been so consumed with how I have lost all that I have in my life rather than living and be happy with what I have now. If anyone is reading this please know that none of this pain is for show….I am really hurting but I have not given up……