Sometimes

Sometimes it’s just how I feel

Lately its been plaguing me

Not sick

Nor ill

I feel wrapped up in this one thought

What if it’s over

My time

My shot

I want it all back so I can do it again

If I could

Would I?

And risk all the moments made in between

I’m always starting fresh

Always a new plan

I dont want to be remembered this way

Half and broken

A lost old man

I have heart and the will to do better

But happiness and a home keeps on avoiding me

I Need repair

Im holding on to this fading soul

I’ll leave with this last thing

I have to show my kids

Never too old

They have to know that dreams are reachable

That as long as you have it within

Anything is possible

Even after you’ve lost it all

Even after you’ve lost you

Get some rest

Tomorrow is a new day