This is gonna hurt / by Andrew Diaz

This is gonna hurt

This is gonna hurt

These weren't your words

But your actions

Your hand is creeping

About to do damage

I'm a child for Christ sake

What's wrong with you?

Your my dad

I'm so small

You can't tell that I'm mad

So do what you gonna do

Just gotta repress and re-imagine

That this

Just

Isn't

Happening

I'll be stronger some day

Laughing my ass off

While you lay so many years

Below

You can't inflict no more pain

To my head

Or my heart

I got this art

Driving me far

Six feet below is where you always belonged Hopefully your so much deeper

Burning in hell for what you did to me

I WAS A CHILD!

HOW DARE YOU!

I try to forget what you made me do

Trying to forget every piece of you

As I lay here alone

Writing this pain

Spilling it on my phone

I say goodnight to myself

Memories of you long gone

But this pain I felt

Makes you not feel I still ...... remember

You didn't say these words

But that look in your eyes

This is gonna hurt